Little one,
Tender one,
Snugged to forest face.
Frail one,
Beauty one,
Subtle touch of grace.
 
Frail one –
I do not understand it
But simply sitting with you
Calms my nerves
Quells my fears
And soothes my sorrows.
You are lace and filigree
A storied scroll
Bound tender by serenity...
And I thank you.
 
We say “Damn time”!

Or we say “Spin us a yarn old man”

And the cracked and crusty leathery one
Licks a gnarled finger
And holding it up drawls,
“Me thinks it’s the winds of heaven blow through here tonight.
The air is thick with harvest.
What say we lay out on the mottled hills
And drink in the pungency,
This world and the other
Mingling finally.”
 
You don’t remember?
How can you be so forgetful?
    

Hurry up!
You walk too slow.

You spilled again
Be more careful.
We can’t take you out like this.


What?
You're not making any sense.

Don’t you care that we give so much?

Grief spreads and fetters souls
When love can’t see the way
Of winged ones who've taken flight
Into a very different night.

They can’t come back
The shades are drawn
And wishing won’t make it so
Or bring them back from the mountain top
Once they go.

Frailty scales icy scapes
You’d only dream to climb
And navigating treachery
Takes a little time.

High wire walkers
Gracefully precise.
Frailty walks a narrow ridge
One of crackling ice.
 
Spring bursts in firstborn green
And summer smirks its rapturous blooms
But autumn's gifts are hard to beat
Gold and gems laid at our feet.
 

Sorrow presses hard
Staring out my eyeballs like the devil
Heart clouds gather
The rain streaks my cheeks.

Withdrawn child – be tender with yourself
Your heart is hand blown glass
Cup it in your hands
Caress the vulnerability
This day is a frail day –
It is treasure easily shattered.
Hold it gingerly - cherishing



This was the original, very personal version of this piece:
Upon waking I did not know that this would be one of my frail days
But the day looms before me - an enemy poised to fight - and me with no fight.
One foot before the other - barely
One thought to another - barely
Struggling to see outside my brain.
Sorrow presses hard - staring out my eyeballs like the devil.
Heart clouds gather and rain streaks my cheeks.
Today I must be a child withdrawn -tender with myself.
My hands caress my heart's vulnerability -
Not a bouncing ball today but glass hand blown.
Today is one of my frail days.
I hold it gingerly - treasuring.
 
When I grow very old
I shall swathe myself in purple
So that when the wind gusts threaten my fragile footing,
Perhaps my robes will paint a masterpiece.
 
Body broken -
Your lithe spirit
Flits between the veils
In and out
This world and the other
Round and round the portal
Playing with angels,
And praying  soon to soar...
 
You say “I wasn’t always this old.
Before the sun set
And the autumn came
And the snow fell,
I was someone.
I had a life.”

I say “My love, now you are more.
When you were young you only had now.
Now you have now and then.”

Breath

11/26/2011

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Quiet river - breathing
Constant working through
Life cycle - churning
Often hid from view.

Tranquil waters – breathing
Rising bubbles show
Worlds beneath the waters 
Percolate with growth.